Throwing Up [total: day 105/ chemo-cycle 3: day 3]

"What has started late yesterday evening continues throughout the night. Throwing up another two times. It is like an urge to get the cytotoxica out of my body as soon as possible. At least once every hour.

Eventually my body is exhausted and there comes the sleep.

When I am woken up in the early morning the nurses are very courteous and helpful. I am allowed to stay in bed. They will return to clean the bed and change the sheets later.

Still nausea is coming back.

Two cytotoxical infusions later it's not a sudden feeling of nausea but a constant feeling. I am sick, really sick today. Nothing is able to distract me. It's just bad today.

During the day I throw up six times, almost every hour."

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